When do we stop looking through the affair glasses

[mkultra]

It is funny. I do look better now that I GAL but sometimes I feel childish. Like I am the one going through a MLC trying to replay my teen years! I think I let myself go after having a baby so I am just compensating for that and getting back to normal. My cousin saw me after three years and said, "Why don't you try to work out and get a facial? You were so beautiful before!" This is AFTER I covered my grey and dropped two dress sizes. So I do have a long way to go but I feel great. But I feel happy in my sloppy jeans and t shirts too. I do not want to compete with a teenager. I want to stay the cougar that I am!