I'm probably pursuing. Being so lonely while the kids and W are gone is causing havoc on me. I'm literally forcing myself to eat just cuz I need to. I'm thinking that even if we are in S, it'd still be a little easier if I get to see the kids and her every couple days. It's been almost 5 days since I've seen them. and it will be almost 5 more until I do. I'm not holding it together like I should. Sucks that frustration comes across as desperate.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
