bar, I agree. The W only has to decide whether she wants to be around or not. Of course I can say I brought this onto myself. I'm willing to go through anything to save this M. Unfortunately my W thinks that I'm just being desperate instead of it my strong conviction to save the M.
Man I'm having a hard time to control my emotions. Every time I think about my kids, I break down. It is so unfair to them. Why do my kids have to pay for my screw ups. You know what I don't want? My W see me doing so well with the kids during our S that she'll think that hey maybe it'll be just fine if we aren't together anymore.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
