W called to ask if i can get the kids tomorrow afternoon when she has a hair appt and "oh yeah can we meet to sign the D papers?"
It was like she had a list of errands and this was one of them and she'd like to check it off as soon as possible.
The pain came crashing back like a ton of bricks. I haven't cried in my office in a long time, but that streak ended today.
I also told her I can't be her friend anymore. I have been playing the friend role for too long and I think it gives me a false sense of hope nad prolongs the pain.
my friends, when will the pain go away for good? When will life feel full again?
