You know last night in Yoga we did this one pose and she said we could meditate, pray or whatever. I just prayed for his anger and healing. I can finally pray for him again. No matter what happens with us, I do want him to feel healed, whole and not angry or bitter.
I do realize after our convo that 90% of this is still about him - his pride, his hurt, his anger, what I did to HIM.
What else is funny is it seems the only person who pushes him to do anything is him. I was fine with limbo, but it drove him nuts. He said he was angry at his lawyer and the judge for making him come up with that plan in the first place.
At least I'm not nauseous today (and I've lost 4 lbs HA)
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
