He took me into the bedroom and I sat next to him on his piano stool and we looked at pictures of our yard. I had my hand on his shoulder while he scrolled through. You have to understand that this in itself says a lot because of just what that house meant to him for his family when we bought it. That was one of the ways I hurt him the deepest, walking away from what he was most proud of. Taking me in there and looking at the pictures of the trees and baby deer in the yard is one way he is letting me back IN.
He grabbed my hand once when I was walking by him into D11's room. I don't remember what he said at the moment but that he grabbed my hand as I was walking by was like before things went south and I had MLC. He would stop me often back then to either say something or for a kiss.
No. My heart was actually NOT beating a mile a minute at all. I almost threw my shoes up on the way THERE, but once I was in the house, I was extremely calm. That's the peace that surpasses ALL understanding if I've EVER seen it!
The thing I am replaying today in my head is his statement regarding the refinance. He said it will "benefit us all".
