vacation is over, I am leaving

[limbo]

Thanks Heim!

My Mum and I have never had the best of relationships, always alittle jealousy of my relationship with my Dad, I am an only child and we were very close! But thats a whole other tale!!

I am sure I will go, but I am just really struggling with this whole thing right now.
Had a convo with H via email this morning and basically I said that I just can't handle all of this, not being important enough, being second, and that he needs to get his act together, because we are really having a problem with S7 he is really acting out and I am sure its because of the tension in the house.
So he emailed me with his email to ow saying that he has told me he has been with her again, how he has made many mistakes and its time he understand that his family is most valuable.
Now i haven't heard anything from him since he sent it, so we shall see what happens.

I know I am rambling, just can't seem to get thoughts straight right now.