Was your heart beating a mile a minute when he was walking you to his bedroom????
I am curious.... after you said you loved him with all your heart and soul and followed it up with the explanation.... he takes you into his bedroom to look at pics on the puter?????? How did he act once you were in there???? Nervous at all.... Did the tone in his voice change at all.... Did he absently or blatently touch you at all. What I'm getting at is was there any little sign that he was responding to your impromptu visit.
I'm sure you've replayed it in your head over and over again already.... was there anything you missed in the rush of the moment?
Psa 51:10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.