Get me on a smoother ride........Need Advice

[SueS]

I didn't get a response to my question, so I'm going to post it again......your thoughts??

Question for everyone.........

Is it possible that my H would be "mad" at first that I'm not the unhappy, depressed person he would expect when he's not acting himself? Is this the part where people say it takes the Spouse a while for them to believe that the change in me is/has actually happened?

....emailed H today with some questions. I know he's been busy, but I just got a quick response to one of the questions. Hey....let's think positive......at least I got a response!!

Maybe a walk tonight would do me and my little D some good.

I did get out for the walk with my little one. It started to rain. It was fun though because she's 3 & we were both laughing and running trying to get home!

Very little communication from H yesterday. He called yesterday morning from home to tell me something, but once work started, there was almost nothing. He called from work last night and barely said two words. I know he's been busy, but some acknowledgement would be nice. He said he'd call back, but never did. He didn't even ask to talk to our D. I wanted to stay awake for when he got home, but I passed out. I did hear him come in, but then he left to work out. One thing was that he typically waits until about 11:00 to go work out so he can call OW. She works until 11:30 pm. Last night he went right away....at about 9:45. Again, I wanted to stay awake to see what time he got home from his workout. I feel back asleep.....just drained. I didn't see any calls to/from OW again yesterday. And again, he let me get close to him and snuggle with him last night. I got up this morning & walked/jogged. Not as far as I wanted, but at least I got up.

Some thoughts on what you all think would be great!

We both love Bruce Springsteen & in one of his songs "Lonesome Day", he says....."Thy Kingdom Come, I'm going to find my way....yeah through this loneseome day". I love that song!