I did get some sleep. I awake very early and turn on the tv to watch the news. I got out of my 'bed' and took a shower, get ready for work and saw W and D still sleeping. I asked W if she will take D to daycare and she said yes. They woke up at 7:30 and D came to me. D hugged me and sat with me for 10 mins. Tears came to my eyes since I am beginning to miss them already. Approx 30 days from now I wont be able to do what I did this morning with D.

It hurts knowing that D will suffer through this.

Lastnight, W said for me not to be looking at her a**. I didnt responded. But besides the bad news that W broke we had an ok evening.

Now W is desperate to find D a new daycare/preK. All W can find are private ones which are church affiliated. D hasnt been baptised in any church as yet - bad judgement on W's part. I am catholic but recently became a member of a christian church, W is Jehovah Witness - two different views on God.

I am not well, trying to cope with things right now. Trying to have a positive attitude.

See the W, Listen to the W, but dont Speak back to the W. Bridle your tongue...