back to square -1 or -10000

[cat03]

TL! luv, you are a sight for sore eyes. I prob should tatoo your advice, he's in a pretty bad place, the fact that he didn't come clean with op is also sickening him (he sort of just drop all contact and she thought they might still be a chance) so guilt is killing him, he's lost so much weight is scary, he was slim to begin with.

I guess I have to put the trip on a back seat, there are more pressing issues, we really wanted to see the C, now I have this sickening feeling, cause we are going to face it full force. But guess that's how healing begins, I pray this is a good therapist, we both need it.

Thanks again guys, still crawling my way out of insanity here.