Thanks for the response Stew, but to be honest not sure if I want to do it. I still believe he is with the ow and to me there is no point taking steps to fix the M if he is still in a relationship with her, its a waste of money that we don't really have and its a waste of my time. I am just sooo fed up with it all, I am tired of people just not caring enough! Last night my M who said she would watch the kids that weekend, is now not sure because they are having a corn roast at her apartment WTF!!!! She knows what this is for, its not a dirty weekend away! I am just so sick and tired of bending over backwards to be there for others and not getting that same effort back!! I don't think that I am that bad of a person, haven't done really terrible things in my life yet I keep getting s**t on, can someone please explain to me why that is! I just want to go off into a corner and curl up and die! I am tired of all of this nonsense!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
