I was blessed with a H that could play me like a fiddle and never denied me my joy (if that's what I wanted.)

I am afraid I am ruined for anyone else.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing