I am reading Divorce Busting right now. Getting to Divorce Remedy next. And then The DNA of Relationships. Trying to GAL... Anyone in the Phoenix area? :P Looking on craigslist and trying to see if anyone is interested in a new friend.... It's kinda hard cuz I have not moved out yet for another 2 weeks. She and the kids are out of town. Too much idle time and no friends for outlet....
As for there's another man. Well, there was an EA. I'm fully convinced that it's no longer the case. I know she is being truthful and honest with me on that. I think she is just hurting so much right now that she's not sure if she wants to deal with all that emotion and take the chance of me hurting her again. Just like she is avoiding in dealing with her eating disorder issues like the plague. I'm hoping that when I move out it will give her some time to truly deal with her feelings. I'm really hoping the outcome would be positive. But it really makes it hard for me to have a lot of faith given the way she's handled other issues.... I just truly hope that she realizes getting over her anger and resentment in the end is for her own benefit mostly and not for me.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
