*sigh* Nugget you are right. I'm just having such a hard time holding it together. Finally realizing what she said isn't what I thought was a huge blow. I thought we might actually make it. Now it's a step backwards and a lot less hope.... Man why does it have to be so hard! It's like here's the expressway to the destination but they rather take the back country windy twisty way and get lost in the end. Just freaking go to the therapist with me and start the healing. Worry about the now and future and just let go the past. Why can't it be like that?!?!?!?
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
