Hey, guys, not much to report I guess. It's hard to have anything to report when H isn't even here, LOL \:\) It's hard to believe that I can actually say that I'm going to be w/ my H in Korea NEXT WEEK.

However, I'm so very lonely. I have to admit that I almost got sucked into an EA of my own. I know, I know, bring out the 2 x 4's, please. I guess the one good thing that came out of it was that I now understand how easy it is and therefore was for H to get into one. Also lucky that I could see what was starting to happen though too and stop it before it really started. I am still so vulnerable after the whole D sitch, the blow to my self-esteem, everything that went along w/ it, the continued insecurities coupled w/ the fact that my H isn't even here right now for a whole year. I'm not making excuses and I am no longer having any contact w/ this guy. I truly was innocent of the fact that anything was going to start -- he actually is a friend of H's so I didn't think anything of it. Anyway, that's over w/ though.

Anyway, I guess I had to get that off my chest for some reason. You can now blow me away, but don't hate me for it. I truly didn't go to the dark side \:\)

Went to my 2nd belly dancing class. Am feeling a bit more comfortable. I felt so awkward the first time. I got a CD from the teacher and the boys had some fun dancing around the kitchen to it.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10