Yay for S5! He just wanted to brag about it in Kindergarten!!! hehe Man, you said you didn't go to the gym, but you definately worked out. I trained my niece on 2 wheels and hurt for days! ;\)

"what I don't want is for me to end up divorced and miserable, or for us to reconcile, but never really get past our issues, and never have a good relationship again. those two things are scary as hell to me. really scary. so I need to work on making sure that no matter what happens, I am happy and fulfilled. its all I can do"

Um, ok, I never thought of this way. I knew I wanted to try with H, but never thought about it, hard. Scary. I know my H is scared of the 2nd one (being fine for a year, then things getting bad again).

Hope you have a great night!