Where do I begin?

[Startingover2]

I need to post or I am going to blow and possibly confront him when I shouldn't.

I feel used. I feel like I don't matter. I feel like this is all on his terms and I am like a puppy just waiting for a crumb of attention from him. He spends a bit of time with me when he wants and when he doesn't then he is gone. He graced me with a visit tonight for about an hour. Almost made me feel like he feels obligated to do it just because I am having this child.

I want him to step up and commit to working on this. Treat me like I matter. Not keep me in the closet to the rest of the world. He was filling me in on how he really is going to be so busy with the wedding stuff for this weekend and pretty much telling me I won't see him until next week some time.

I really want to call and tell him this isn't enough for me. Help guys. I don't want to do something I will regret.