Do I want him back?

[forward]

without my asking, H asked about the mediation thing. Wanted to know how much it would cost. I really have no idea and told him so.

He said he didn't think he could afford it. Which reinforces my thought that he is still lost on his own special planet--it is not a priority to him to try to discuss issues around D!.

Or maybe he's afraid of LS. I don't know. But I lean towards not being a priority.

H was pretty free about spending money and never said he couldn't afford something when *I* paid. I am guessing that now he may be thinking twice about my nice big salary and how he could eat out when he felt like it, etc..

So nice that his money is NOT MY PROBLEM. But I am starting to worry that it could become my problem so I think I do want LS.