Quite frankly Lou, now that he has told me that is the reason he was holding back, I will be fine initiating.
Originally, before we had all these problems, he told me he didn't like me initiating (therefore I stopped). However, the main thing is he told me so now, when I feel the "urge" I will approach him yet again. I know it is going to feel awkward at first but I am sure we can get past that pretty quick
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)