You have been a good friend on this board and I really apprecaite the way you have helped me and supported me. It really broke my heart to read this post.
You are a good man, Heim. Good men are few and far between (and most do not join the Jar-Corps anyway). Remember that you are a good man and hold your head up and chest out even when times are awful.
I am not good at the DB thing, so I am not going to even try to dispense any advice there. I make too many mistakes so it would be like you copying my wrong answers on an exam! But I can tell you something that gets me through the dark times: "this too shall pass." I was taught that in the Army by a tough old Sergeant. When things get hot, just remmber that this too shall pass. It helps to keep me from losing it.
Be well my friend: this too shall pass.
--Chris
Me: 40 She: 31 S: 5 D: 3 Married: 8 years (05 DEC 99) Blow-up: 02 JUN 07 Piecing (More like Ostriching): 22 FEB 08