Trying to set those goals!

[NikB]

Dom -

From your posts:
Dont take no for an answer. back him up against the bed, stick your hand down his pants, do whatever you have to, to get him "ready", and on his back (either the floor or the bed, whatever works) "anything" except asking him that is. Tell him to lay down. Push him down. Anything but "ask". You're in control this time: dont "ask"....

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and if he's normally a "1 minute man" and you know he wont outlast you even when you are "warmed up"... then again.. get him on his back, then demand that he "take care of you" in other ways. I'm guessing that after some initial resistance...if you stay forceful, he'll cave. Not "abusive" forceful... just "i know what I want and you're going to give it to me" forcefull.

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it's all about attitude. Psych yourself up. If it helps, remember that you have biblical backing for his: you are ENTITLED to sexual satisfaction from his body. Now go TAKE IT!

These are the parts that really jumped out at me and prompted my response. Really... I know this is a great fantasy thing but it sounds a heckuva lot like rape to me. If he still lived at home and was still "waffling" then maybe, but he's moved out, potentially has slept with other women, said he doesn't want sex...???

Might be a great time to buy a vibrator, take care of YOURSELF, and "accidentally" leave it out somewhere he might catch a glimpse of it, though.

I agree that "if this is something he is looking for" it might work out as a good thing - but the downside potential is really, really big (especially the possible self-esteem/self-respect hit - something to consider, Agent99).

In my case part of why I DID continue the sex was that it was a problem for a long time in our M and I wanted to "show" H that really, the problem (health related) WAS fixed and we could in fact have a normal healthy sex life. But even THEN I regret some of it, it was pretty degrading to myself to be doing that after he left (even if I did enjoy it). Some of the times when he was clearly "courting" me then yes maybe, but not the times when I pushed him into it.

About the asking him to take you out riding - maybe you can do a little of both. Arrange to go with your friends, and then invite him to go if he'd like. Be prepared not to get upset if he says no - if he says yes, you could always ask for a ride with him either now, or when the time comes.