maybe I'll do lessons some day in the far off future.

I don't have the confidence in myself right now to think that I won't crash and hurt myself. And I know that when I am scared, I *do* choke, so best not to tempt fate. \:\)

My gut reaction to asking him out is that I chased him when we were dating. He never had to be the one planning something. Either *I* would plan something or we would collaborate. I think it's time for him to get to be the pursuer of me.

Yeah, this late in the game it's probably too late. BUT, if he is ever going to appreciate my value, he is going to have to do some work and not have it all handed to him. Staying connected enough that he would consider asking me out is going to be the tricky part.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing