I think that email was really well said. I feel your pain morgan as I am at almost the same stage as you, only a few weeks behind. if you get a chance to stop by my thread it would be great as I am trying to make some decisions and would love your feedback. Next time - I agree with the e-lax cookies:-). stay strong morgan, you are so amazing with how you handle all this, I read your threads to get strength for me too. take care