Nugget, you are right. I have to be patient. I'm in the here's a problem and here are the resources, let's throw the kitchen sink and everything else at it and go fix it mentality again. I wonder if her being a Libra has anything to do with it. Always weighing and contemplating. Of course why the hell I didn't address the problems years ago is what I'm kicking myself for. But looking back on it, maybe I wasn't ready to do it at that time.
This week has been pretty hard. W and kids are gone since Sat and won't be back until next Tues. When they used to take trips like that I felt like hey I got time to do stuff on my own and this is great. This time I actually hate it. I'm missing all of them terribly. Right now I'll be happy to put up with the kids screaming, crying, misbehaving, and etc just to spend some time with them and the W.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
