That is an incredible amount of hurt you have. Given that I would imagine you to be a pretty stoic person, I'd imagine you are stuffing all that hurt inside. Probably some days you feel like you are going to implode from it all.
This is a serious question, and I am not poking at you or making fun.
Do you want to stop hurting?
If yes, On a scale of 1 to 10, with 10 being the most, how MUCH do you want to stop hurting?
