HI guys Thanks for the hugs...My H showed up at the house yesterday after I was gone to work. Understand he lives an hour and half away. He might've stayed at her house which is an hour away. No phone call or anything its like he was trying to see if the house was a mess or what. He did fix a sprinkler line that I needed a valve on. Which was very helpful. He did stop at work to say Hi and give me a ride to the garage where the pick up was gettijg fixed. He talked on the phone all the way to the garage and then he was just cranky about telling me the business deals so I kinda shut his door a touch harder than normal. He called and said why did you slam the door and I apoligized and said maybe frustration. I thanked him for fixing the sprinkler line and told him I appreciated the help. There was a diet pepsi in his pickup in the cup holder and I know he doesn't drink that. He was just really stressed. My oldest son called and told me to just tell him you aren't accepting negative things in your life. He said he started doing that and H changes his attitude. I firmly believe that he is in a MLC and Is frustrated himself. So with you guys support and my friends I keep moving ahead. I did feel the anxiety start but I was more in control of it. Thanks to all of your advice and understanding it all better.
