gee, you so totally know what i'm getting at dont you?
more than you know...more than I could embelish I know exactly how you feel.
time an paitence..they begin to sound like curse words...but they are a neccesity...
I understand your "need" for time alone..the thought that going it alone may be better...but I also know that it may not be the answer...
there is always hope..things started to turn for you..yes you may have been driven by fear...but hey it's something to drive you..you were feeling possitive and hopeful...I doubt very much that the fear that drove you to try led you to feel possitive. those possitive feelings can overcome the fear..will it always be there [censored] ya!
I ask you not to make any rash decisions or take any rash actions (contacting om) take some time to regroup and choose a course of action then.
