I did tell him in the letter I wrote that better or worse means just that....and that we can't pick the better or worse.
I need closure. If he could just say he hates me, or has for a long time, somehow I think it would be easier to accept. I deal better when I'm angry...
That is the REAL mystery to me. Do these people actually believe jumping into another relationship is the answer? Are they really so clueless they believe other relationships will not have issues? I believe you trade one set of issues for another.
I hope and pray you find closure.
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"