I did tell him in the letter I wrote that better or worse means just that....and that we can't pick the better or worse.
I need closure. If he could just say he hates me, or has for a long time, somehow I think it would be easier to accept. I deal better when I'm angry...
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
