Standing? For what? The wind has been completely knocked out of my sails, I'm doubting God, I'm doubting my husband/ex husband. I'm doubting a lot. I'm nauseous 24-7.
I did do a run/walk - 2 miles and 60 crunches. I'm working strictly on me. One day he might turn around and realize he had something better than sh*t. By then, it will more than likely be too late....I'll be gone.
*KS*Chick*,
I have soooooo been there. I married Kim because I felt I could trust her with all of me. She came from a "Christian" family. I grew to love her so very deeply over the years. She EVEN looked down on her sister for leaving her husband. Yet, she did the SAME thing a few years later.
As for God, I have had many doubts. I wonder why He allowed this.
Marriage... Well, that is another thing. Yes, many people believe it is sacred. Yet, following through is a HUGE issue. I am CERTAIN my ex-W believes it is. Of course, she wants her husband to stick to his vows. She can choose at any time to bail out. I wonder how she would feel if her husband bailed on her? I honestly hope she finds a guy, falls in love, gets married and finds her H having sex on the floor with some tart!
I know my ex-W will eventually look back and wish she had stuck it out. As my female friends have said, there are not a lot of guys out there like me.
Okay... Enough venting.....
Contrary to DB practices, I do believe you did what you felt you had to do. Sometimes, we do need to deviate at times. I KNOW your H will regret his actions. Women like you are hard to find...
Keep up the exercise program! I hope and pray things get better for you!
Take Care,
RMG
Last edited by RMG; 08/21/0701:48 PM.
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
I wonder how she would feel if her husband bailed on her? I honestly hope she finds a guy, falls in love, gets married and finds her H having sex on the floor with some tart! 
