Do I want him back?

[forward]

"Does H know you feel this way?"

No, and he's been teenager-y enough that I feel that trying to make this point with him will not work.

That is why I feel compelled to move towards mediation and possible LS. I keep thinking that OW will drive H's car and have an accident, H will be liable and I will also be liable by extension. I also want to ensure that OW is not in my home.

I told MIL that in addition to not wanting to be stuck w/possible lawsuit cause by OW, I am worried about D1.5's safety around OW and OW's creepy entourage and that is why I am seeking meditation. MIL says H does not talk about OW at all.