Pretty Much Done

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So far, so good. Unpacking, getting the LAN running (although my wireless router is being stubborn), stopped at W's house last night and got four big boxes of kitchen stuff and some food. Basically just the basement to go though and I'm totally out of there.

Kids are chomping at the bit to come over. I got the beds put together for the boys, but D14 will be sleeping on the pit group in the basement for awhile. She doesn't mind.

Looked at furniture tonight on the way home. I need a bedroom set. Some very nice stuff out there for what I thought was reasonable prices. I guess i need to look longer.

I have the last parenting class tomorrow, clearing the last obstacle to the D. If this is what she wants, she is getting it. I am getting going on the next chapter. She still calls me to chat at least every other day, but once I get the rest of my stuff out of the house, I need to nip that for a while. I want to forget about her. I want to become a stranger to her. I want her to feel life without me. I don't know if it will be bad or a relief to have me gone. I hope she is happy, otherwise this is all for nothing. But either way, that is what she is going to get. I need to forget about her and move on.

I am closing on my house Friday. W is scheduled for court next week on Tuesday. Then that will be it. All her dreams come true.

The counselor for the kids says the only issue that messes up the kids is our disagreements after the D. So the D will have little impact. I think she's full of it. That is why this is so hard.