I went and saw my IC counselor tonight. She helped me realize that this for the best. She said he does the same stuff everytime...pulls you back in with a phone call or an email and then does something like bringing OW home. She said you really have done everything that you could. You told him from day 1 that you wanted to work on your marriage and you have fought this battle with your dignity and integrity intact. On a side note, she told me that she was pregnant today. She was holding off on telling me because of my whole situation for as long as she could...she didn't know how I would take it. Her husband and her have been married for 8 years and have been trying to get pregnant for 5. They have done some infertility treatment, but never got pregnant. Miracles do happen, they got pregnant on their own. Hopefully, in my new life, I will have the same fate.
