Do I want him back?

[forward]

Well, had conversation w/H about mediation. I want to be able to discuss my worries about OW around D1 and specifically around not getting ME legally entangled w/OW and insurance.

His nastiness convinces me that he is still very deep in the tunnel but I had no expectations anyway. I am still responsible for H's moods.

First said he wanted D. Then oh wait, back to LS. I told him that I care about him but I am not putting my life on hold for him. He said he didn't want me to. Ok!

The conversation was not too bad but it wasn't good, either.

I think I am doing the right thing and that I do want to pursue LS.