Actually, my goal is more like NON-SEXUAL affection.
CeMar, this has NEVER been the impression that I have gotten from you. NEVER, NOT ONCE...have I ever even gotten the inkling that this is your goal....and that is impression from YOUR posts. You still come across as "All or nothing", if she doesn't do exactly as YOU think it should be...then she couldn't possibly be desirious of you....when she's NOT you to behave as you think she should.
I really think you need to do some deep down, "Come to Jesus" soul searching as to what you REALLY need out of your relationship. As has been told to you a long time ago, and I remember saying it...many times what we think we want, what we think we need...isn't truly what we are lacking. CeMar, find yourself a therapist, you truly need one. You need someone who can look you in the eye and call bullshit on you, or determine when something hits too close to home when talking with you, or even can SEE the pain when an issue is broached. You need someone who can truly help you ferret out issues, that lay within YOU.
I'm sorry, I just don't see how any of us can help you...because YOU continue to choose to remain in this circular thinking. You have yet to make the choice to hit the brakes. You have yet to dig deep and give revealing information that could be helpful, consistently.....lately you have given tidbits, a glimpse....but then you go right back to your circular thinking.
You claim to be so very logical, but what you are doing is far from logical CeMar.
