lwb, I'm a naturally impatient person, so yeah, I did send the final draft. I sent it right before I saw irish's notes. might have changed some things based on it, but too late now. my friend loved me middle draft (the shorter one). haven't heard from her on the final one, she has clients until 10 so don't expect to until tomorrow at the earliest.
who knows what h thought/will think when he reads it. who knows if anything will change. but its good for me, because I am holding firm. I just hope he does try to find himself again. I don't really think he will...I think he'll keep going the way he is. much easier to self-destruct than it is to face hard truths. and he is almost facing them with that e-mail, but he isn't even close to really facing them. we'll see what the future brings. either way, I need to concentrate on me and make sure I am okay.
he did call after I sent it, to wish the kids goodnight. I had lots to tell on the kid front (omg, the nightmare that is going on with s5's kindergarten, its amazing). so we talked about kids, they got to talk to him briefly, then my call waiting kicked in and I begged off. I didn't want to talk to him about it, so it gave me a good excuse. not sure he would have brought it up, anyway. I have yet to hear from him on it via e-mail, likely I won't. he does come tomorrow to watch the kids while I am in therapy, will be curious to see if he brings it up...hoping he doesn't. nothing more really to say.
hope all is well with you and that you are having a good night.
Last edited by morgan; 08/20/0711:43 PM.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
