I don't know about a turn for the worse. How about a turn toward the different? There's a lot of movement and coming to terms with things for a number of us, and I think that's good. I've not given up, but I've finally realized that I can't make my W love me. I can start loving me and she might want to come back, but that's all I can do. Plus, I might be happier without her. THose are the two pieces of advice we all give to newcomers (liek I've been doing this forever), but it's pretty damn scary when it finally hits you.
Either way, life is getting better.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
