Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW 3

[Heimlich]

Just a mini-vent. Looks like both of us can't wait for me to leave. W comes home with boxes and has "18 more in the van." I vacillate between a little angry and just so disappointed in her.

I know there's a good woman in there somewhere and I know that I hurt her, but I'm worried about my girls being introduced to the OM too soon. I'm reasonably sure, and the stats back it up, that he won't be around for the long haul, but she's convinced, I believe, that he's it. I'm not ashamed to say it, but part of me really wants her to get crushed and come crawling back to me so that I can say 'You're no longer worth it.' That's kind of the way I'm feeling right now, she's not worth it. She's not been worth the torture I've been putting myself through for the past few months. I don't think this is lovingly detached, but, baby, I'm detached. I think once I'm away from her the feelings will smooth out and I may find a place in my heart for her again. But, to rip off Steel_Box's metaphor, those feelings of love are locked up and buried today.

BD