I leave the books out, because he asked me one time where I was learning about how wrong I was in the way I treated him, and how I was learning about what his needs, as in affirmation, etc. he can look at the title, if he looks that way, and kinda tell from a glance what it's about. I really am not hoping he'll even pick one up, just see that I do have resources available for me. Plus, one of the books is one recommended a long time ago by our old preacher, someone he says he misses, and he always liked. men don't take hints--so true!!
The kittie is adorable, and getting big now, we've had him two weeks, and he is into everything, today, I put the milk in the fridge, and went back to get the meat to put in, and opened the fridge, and stubby hopped out of it. he just shook his head at me and walked away, the stinker!
Last night, H was getting the garbage ready to dump, and I told him we didn't have much, so he could take it today, and he got upset with me and said he had more downstairs, and why didn't I want him to take it then, was I thinking he was up to something? And he was muttering under his breath,"I am tired of this sh*t." I said no reason, I just thought we had only a little, so anyway, I thought he was unreasonable. Then he started saying I was going through his garbage can, and I said I was not, and he said you swear, and I said yes and then he dug into it and brought out a wadded piece of paper, and showed it to me, and said then how do you explain this? and it was from a message pad, and had the name and number of that old lady on it that he has mentioned before, the message was from a yr and a half ago. he said he had never mentioned her name ever before, and I said yes you have, how would I know she was an old lady, and he said what did you do, call her? I said NO! I did not call her. He told me about this old lady who was always calling him at work, and told me her name, and then he said no, it was the OTHER old lady whose name he has mentioned, not this one, and I said no, he had not mentioned the other one, and finally I just gave up because I see the conversation descending into madness. So, I got me a diet coke, and went outside, and he came out to take the trash away, and said what are we having a pity party? I said no, it was nice out, and I was enjoying it. then he started in at me again, and asked if I had called the number because it had a certain first three numbers, and they were the same as the ow's first three numbers, I said no, I had not, and he said I had put ow's # into a message on his phone once back when this all first came out, but that was to let him know I knew what he was up to. I just could no longer defend myself against a freakin alien, so I just let him go at it, and then our S came out and started talking to us, Then H calmed down and came up and kissed me goodbye, and hugged me really hard. When he came back and we went to bed, he was acting like he knew he was acting like an a** earlier. Is this part of the MLC? Where they act normal one minute, and then it's like psycho the next. Or is that what piecing with an MLC monster is like? I can't wait to see what tonight holds.
Hey, cat, I have a sister named Kathleen, and I sometimes call her Kat.
