Heimlich, I know DENIAL SUCKS! but THANK GOD, YOU HAVE WOKEN UP!
It took me a while to see that too, I was just as unhappy, as she was, but I like you, thought that since we loved each other, and that would pull me through.
I had faith, and when everything went sour, between us, I cursed God, the one I had faith in, I thought that, He let me down. Because now I was losing everything, I'd fought so hard to hold. but after a while the truth was revealed to me, I shouldn't had to fight so hard, it should have been easier to hold. God didn't let me down, I did. I focused on saving it, so many times, that I lost myself in it, all I was, was a husband, and nothing more.
Now, I know I am more, I am me, I am a child of God, I am a super father, a good son, a great brother, a caring friend, a song writer/musician, and soon to be a great head Graphic Designer, also I am here on this message board to help give whatever advice that I can, to return the favor to all of you, out there who have given it to me. You see all things happen for a reason. Take care.
