Are we piecing yet?

[Have Faith]

Journaling

I wrote H an e-mail telling him I was sorry about how I acted last night. He said because he read the book "Surviving an Affair" he understood that while it was difficult to sit there and take it that I would have these moments (he should have said hours) of anger and that he was not mad at me.

I also sent him the below poem and he said it was touching because it was so true.

To give up.
God!
What a bell of freedom that rings within me"
No more wanting to understand what makes you tick
No more wanting to be able to communicate freely
No more waiting for reassurance, for explanation,
...or the words that never come
No more wondering what you are doing
Or who you are with
And then
No more depression
And FINALLY
No more hurting
And all it would take
...is to give you up
But that
...would take too much

I can't read this without it tearing at my heart!

Faith