Would you continue to have a relationship with a woman that clearly did not desire you, and if so, WHY?

In my de facto single state, no. If I was already in a relationship with a woman that clearly didn't desire me, I'd continue it if I got something out of it that was greater than what I'd get from having a relationship with a different woman that *did* desire me.

And so I'd suggest you're wrong when you describe sex with a desirous woman as some sort of happiness pinnacle because whatever you're getting from continuing your current relationship is making you happier than sex with a desirous woman would.

You're happier maintaining your religious morality, or standing, or however you might describe it, than you would be if you left and had sex with a desirous woman. Good for you. Seriously. You're already living your purpose. For some reason, though, you seem to not believe you deserve to be happy so you're focusing on a reason you have for being miserable.

If you started being happy with and enjoying living the purpose you currently are, I wonder if that would impact your wife?

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