I did, indeed, babble at my husband, attempt to draw him into my fantasy world where the OM and I belonged together. Needless to say, he wasn't buying. Honestly, not much he said stuck with me at the time, except the one time he lost his temper and called me a slut. It was like he had physically struck me...sometimes I wish he had. \:\( It's easier to recover from the physical pain. But he was right, and it did manage to break through my delusions that the man who had always believed the best of me was being so cruel. To get that response I knew I ad to have hurt him pretty deeply.

The grass may be greener, but then again, it may also be astroturf.
~Amy C Brown