I do think some of the anger is at myself....for being foolish. For believing. For researching honeymoon places. For jumping the gun. For having hope.

Gonna go smoke now \:\)

BTW Trip - my mom made the curtains \:\)

....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
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