That's my point, You "stand" in "faith" that restoration will happen.
My dear, I really wish I could take away the pain from everyone here. It's kinda like fertilizer though, it's great for growth.
What is fertilizer....hmmm, so we stand in manure!
If it helps at all you can make holidays memorable and even better than the status quo. Be creative in your thinking, time and seperation is being forced upon you, use it!
smiles and hugs UA
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Me 48 X's vary S 27 S 18 Back with high school sweety after 30 years..