I was in a bar...with my cousin. And H showed up there. I'm tired of the calling. I don't feel it anymore. I don't know why I was given that vision Amy. I feel like I've had the wind knocked out of me. I don't care now if I go to 30 bars. I'm not looking for a man there. I just want to get out of the house and have a decent time. I am just so tired of this sh*t.
What should I be doing? I've started moving towards "we're over so pack his stuff away".....I spent the entire weekend working on my bedroom. Rearranging, packing his things into boxes and putting them in his car since he refuses to take them....and putting my rings away.
There is nothing left to stand for.
You can't stand for someone who doesn't love you.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
