how do you no when you have reached the point of no return ? ...is it now ?... is it the day of the divorce ?...
I can not get a clear handle on when that is going to be...at this moment I am not sure I have anything to lose...I considering giving her back my wedding ring and watch,2 gifts of love the day of the D...I have also been journaling in the last 20 days w/ the idea of giving to her as well ...just stuff whirling through my head...I am a hurting pup at the moment,everything is piling up in front of the D day...Thats all SooryDog

just heard an awesome song by Mercy Me ..the words hit the right spots

I can count a million times_People asking me how I_Can praise You with all that I've gone through__The question just amazes me_Can circumstances possibly_Change who I forever am in You__Maybe since my life was changed_Long before these rainy days_It's never really ever crossed my mind__To turn my back on you oh Lord_My only shelter from the storms_But instead I draw closer through these times__So I pray__Chorus:_Bring me joy, bring me peace_Bring the chance to be free_Bring me anything that brings You glory_And I know there'll be days_When this life brings me pain_But if that's what it takes to praise You_Jesus Bring the Rain__I am Yours regardless of_The dark clouds that may loom above_Because You are much greater than my pain__You who made a way for me_By suffering Your destiny_So tell me what's a little rain ?


Me 47
W 42
D 20
S 18
D 13
S 11
Married 17 yrs
Asked for D Mothers Day
PA found out on 6/14/07
W filed D 7/3/07
D court date 9/10/07
W moved out 7/17/07

"Real Gold Fears No Fire " Chinese Proverb