Am I better off?

[lester]

Well some good news. After last night's talk with her where she said she's going to make her decision based on what the OM's wife decides to do (stay or go), I think I can finally full court press DB. I feel like now I don't care.. Anyone who's so childish as to not be able to make up her own mind certainly doesnt deserve me and probably deserves a spineless weasel like her OM. Is that vitriolic? maybe but I'm just quickly loosing ALL respect..

If she continues this pattern she'll probably marry and divorce at least two more times. Each time attributing everything to everyone else. See... she always needs someone to make decisions for her, especially if they're important (Dependant Personality Disorder -- fits her to a tee.) She'd never get psychological help though... she's one who thinks its just silly. Anywho just wanted to update. I"m thinking I just need to get separation and if she can pull her head out then maybe I'll care.

Can you believe that.. decide the rest of your life based on what your affair partner's spouse decides... I think i'm just gonna do fine.. the pure stupidity of it all will cheer me up.. pathetic.