I read your initial thread & current letter. I hope that down the road there is hope for you still. I read somewhere that once you realize you want the D, that you should give it another year. I also read if people would realize that better comes after worse, more marriages would stay together. Blessing - I like your letter - as long as there is life theres hope.
Both - 38 Step D -16 Together 4+, Married 3(in Sept), friends 7 S Bomb - April 07
"He who pursues righteousness and love finds life,prosperity and honor."